All That I Am

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All that I am,
sinner,
prideful,
greedy.
I am the one
wandering from the flock,
causing the shepherd
to rescue a rebel.

All that I am,
pompous,
self-righteous,
arrogant.
I am the one
filled with thoughts
of denial
and betrayal.
Still,
He comes into my darkness
and brings His light.

All that I am,
less than I am to be.
He came
to stretch His arms wide
on a barren tree,
because He loves me
despite myself.



 copyright 2018 - Donald P James Jr


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