Open Door

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You open a door
when I ask to see the other side
and I,
a frightened child,
hesitate to enter.

If access were not
for me to gain
I am sure
You would have closed off the route
or made it difficult
for me to traverse the threshold

I ask for guidance
and when Your touch is obvious
I still tend
to doubt myself.

Hold open the door
long enough for me to enter
and bathe me
in Your grace
despite my uncertainties.



copyright 2018 - Donald P James Jr

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